This morning as I pondered what to share next in this series of Connecting with your Guides, I thought I would digress and share some backstory. As I embrace my own gift and abilities as a psychic I have become more aware of how it is I experience the realms or dimensions of life. Lately I have been struggling with being overly sensitive to energy and being “alert” or “on” too often. Let me see if I can explain.
For most of us, we are alone or when we are with others our awareness is about ourselves and also about the other person. The way I image it is two people across from each other, using all of their senses to connect with the other. Being connected to Guides and others who have crossed over much of the time creates more of a sense of being aware of a whole other level. Rather than focusing across at someone, for me it’s more like a channel going up that is open all the time. Because I am open and responsive to what I am being guided to do, it would be like being “on call” all the time.
Although much of my psychic ability opened up after a head injury (age 14) where I was in a coma for two weeks, I was already psychic and receiving information before then.
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When I was a little girl, I remember sensing God in the heavens. Later, as an adult I could identify Guides too. It is common for your awareness to leave your body when you experience some kinds of trauma. It is like you are above watching yourself. This is called “Dissociation” and it is on a continuum from daydreaming to Dissociative Identity Disorder or what was previously called Multiple Personality Disorder. As a mental health counselor I saw this experience often with women and men who were sexually abused.
How it happened for me though, was around listening to my parent’s fight. That is not really a fair way to say it. It was more listening to my dad abuse my mom. Full disclosure here. I loved my dad. He was my main nurturer and taught me a lot. He was a binge alcoholic and blacked out when he drank and was abusive to mom.
As a child, sitting in my bedroom feeling scared and helpless, I prayed. Desperate in an attempt for help, the channel between heaven and me was firmly paved! I remember one night when they were fighting, I went out into the front yard and yelled up to heaven at the top of my lungs, “God, you stop this!”
Although this is a sad story, through counseling and journaling, I healed these memories and I value the connection I made with God. I learned to trust God (Jesus) and Guides over humans. This correlation between trauma and God though I believe set me on alert. I sense the suffering of the world and at a level beyond my conscious awareness, like it is on a whole different level.
The process today in Connecting with your Guides and those who have crossed over has to do with your own experience.
Close your eyes and bring up an experience that you want to focus upon. This can be whatever comes to you – positive or negative.
Now write a letter to God, your Guide, or Loved One who crossed over in your journal. Tell them what it was like for you, what you are feeling now, how you adapted, changed, grew from the experience and ASK for what you desire. Whether you want an intercession for yourself or someone else or you want help in shifting your resistance. Allow them to help you!
Let go and don’t micromanage the response to your healing or request. It will come.
Hope this self-disclosure was helpful.
Bless your Heart!
